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Heading somewhere


I, decided to leave the church early today that is, after a very quick, small, yet free lunch. Afterwards I was hanging about, so to see if one of the pastors would stop, and speak to myself about my up and coming and very imminent, court case, over my eviction of residence

But alas and alack. I waited, not to long but, long enough to be noticed, twice and then some, yet!         no approach nor, mention, Alas! I lack!!


That was this afternoon, today! 2012 ..

However last night, I spoke to a neighbor who stays but a few streets away, whom, on after knocking and with myself answering my front door, he then approached me verbally. He was asking if I was willing to” House” a Drug Dealer, “it will “only” be for a night or two.” He said. Only?, Which in drug talk, (reading between the lines)  more likely to be until,?  That is, He the “Dealer” ran out of his “wares” Le bad Mojo of illicit drugs!

Although, I would obviously be in for some cash plus le Narcotic which would be cien por cien  if I let him in… si yo mi dejas a el a entra en la casa mia! (Welcome)

Heroin and Crack A.K.A  “asssonamim” if you like it can be called Curry and Rice! Why Curry and rice? well, so some folks do say!  “Curry and rice you can’t have one without the other”


So for his re-load?  A.k.A  “The Drought” he would then, have to travel long distances so to replenish his stock!.

His “Stock” illegal drugs, the Medicines (Plural) “inhale with a breath or, inject buying your way to a quicker slowly death” and cures. yet a cure for one there is none! This one in particular no pill  to which can be dropped. What do Drug dealers, Stockbrokers, bankers and shop Keepers have in common with a Man or a woman? They all got to take Stock! Boom, Boom Fizzzleee!!

I think I will hang up my Boots!

Maybe   give up my night time Job as a comic  P.S I am going to be keeping my Afro wig also possibly maybe the Goldilocks one, with its long curly blond pleats.  I love playing as  ……          Helga Von Biggen Titten!!” das est ZER Gut !  she adds life to me vooondaabraa!!

But joking aside, what does not add to you but takes away, subtracts like a basic primary school arithmetic puzzle?

Abuse, in the form of in my case ” DRUGS” tempting fate, over and over again! some more than others as


they have different tolerances  mentally, physically but yet fickle fate sometimes. once! Like THE VICE GRIP, OF Methamphetamine . Or Crocodile the foul chemicals that go  In -to that life taking, the years dropping off you like flies in an air tight bottle


For, it is Life taking.

if you got real friends Brothers, Sister, Family, wife heartbreaking God Given” I got- a Cure for all yo Ills!” (Doctor John) ”Cures “of a sort” cures for the ill, the enslaved, the mentally and, soulfully demoralized, victimized, a prescription of vitamins for the victims!!.


Personally, I know the dealer, so I know it may not have been him, himself that is! Who travels frequently up into our, “unfair” Granite City? But possibly someone else just using the name that he goes by.

I told my neighbor that I would think about it?  Also, that I had lost my Mobile phone last week.

So I wrote down his number, and I kid you not the Fifth number was a 6.





The Sixth number also was a six! …..

Wait a moment “Currently!” as I write this blog/diary …a Program named “Talking pictures“ is showing a program about, “Orson Welles” which is on  BBC2 – series number, 10 of 18.

He, Orson, just spoke about the ignorance of People, including himself


He Orson spoke also of his Dreams and how on waking he would write down his dreams.

He was also speaking, about Masters of print/film and also Masters of direction! (Which stands to reason as that was his Thing.)


David Frost was the one Interviewing Orson Welles, Sir David Frost who this week sadly passed on to the next place. David Frost that is and not Michael Sheen! Who himself is a fantastic Actor, for example, “Frost Nixon” amongst other great films.

So much so a great actor, that is! that in my book, I now see his “parts/part” (take your mind out of the Gutter)  (lol ) that Sheen’s part in the film “Underworld” where he plays one of the main Werewolves, (Lycans)   I now look upon it more favorably! That is to say, without bias our judgment! GREAT Actor!


One of the parts I caught Sir David was interviewing Orson about His mother whom, it    transpires, was imprisoned a few times I think?   Plus much more it would seem by far!

For her, Mrs. Welles was a suffragette. She was a revolutionary of Equality.

Which to me, is the truest type of revolutionary for, it is a revolution and evolution  Which by my definition, is the Purest form of revolution. One born from within the burning heart of the oppressed sculpted by the pain of time and chained collar to ankle like the Negro slaves upon The Amistad. Or the enslaved Northern Europeans by the Roman Empire (who every now and again got a chance to fight for their freedom) as did eventually the African Americans when the American Civil War broke loose, but as with all inequalities, biases, bigoted views, the Prides and Prejudices of the wealthy Christian landowner, the ignorant views of the uneducated poor. A poor in so much ignorance if they but knew were not dissimilar to the not yet Broken, black carpetbagged and Shackled Amistad crew.

They the peasant’s heeled like a dog to its wealthy merchant owner an Evolution of the mind closer then? For they must have known! In their hearts of hearts what was just and true?.

But hate closing the gates of the Kingdom within the many and not the few. Hiding by laws of self-justifications and money and the old Serpent hissing No Education for you

But this time just like the last time an education is given The serpent that is you could say is the Sin-eater!. images

“Tame the Snake and then you can enter through the gate”.


Oquote everyman loves what he is good atfOR, the peaceful who fight for freedoms and Equality for all, regardless of gender.

That is Peaceful when contrasted with the tactics and forcefulness from the police of today, or law enforcement peoples/soldiers of any age! From any country or, any race, with their guns, shields and helmets and batons. with their shiny Boots and black and blue uniforms.

FROM WHENCE only the flowers of the dead BLOSSOM Remembrance days and flower! And too from those few who are awake or waking up!

From the barn of love within you!

I digress! So, Uniforms! Which if you were to sew a swastika onto their uniforms? Some? then might say “ “ Told you, I saw that one coming!” but, I thought it may have been a lightning bolt! (George Orwell)…

(1984)? Then again, as is the “Norm” sadly! Some may say nothing at all, and simply carry on with the mentality (ideology) of “it does not harm me, plus!  “I do no wrong” and so keep on keeping on, as per “Normal” going to work, like a horse or the jockey atop you but you with its blinkers on.

If you act like an Ass, expect to get Ridden” (Bruce Lee) a

As is the rider too, they, be, just educated to be a little further seeing, than you!

(Standing on the shoulders of Giants)

that my friends, the hoi polloi? is also is you!  As Napoleon said about china a sleeping Giant

(hoi pol·loi [hòy pə lóy]


the masses: ordinary people, as opposed to the wealthy, well-educated, and cultivated elite (disapproving)


Encarta ® World English Dictionary © & (P) 1998-2005 Microsoft Corporation. All rights reserved.


(Again I digress) a little God Giving Editing.

2012 still is it 2016?

So, as no doubt did many a Jew think at the time of the third Reich along with Africans, European, human all of a Hue but the Israelites some did see it (Big Cities) prior to WW2 ? ww1 example.


Possibly, and no doubt, In, the blind Hope that the madness (if they recognized it) would pass and go away!

Like a child retreating to their gang hut, or a tree house, a special place to go in times of trouble and distress! Get Home and lock the door!

Today its’ Watch the ex-factor also if there was a 24-hours rolling news channel

Maybe! They, the Corporations etc politics? also are this colour, the uniforms that are the black and blue.

So, as to aid them into camouflaging with the bruised bodies of the walking Dead of the well-meaning and, politically motivated activists of our time! Who are willing to get into a fight or all who dream and sit tight!


Waiting for GOD Deliverance to come.


As like in the times of, Mrs. Welles, That is Orson’s Welles, mother, and a day in the life of her Peers. When the Police “the peelers” “the Bobbies” their uniforms were more Black than Blue As were the justices of that time that were meted out! Black and white and that was that!

“Black the colour of death”


“As Jesus said as did Peter “let the dead bury the dead”


So with the power there invested in them, by the authority of theirs and also of our time, the “your” Governmental Bodies, whether it be Left or right?

Things have remained the same. And where some things have improved, slightly!. Many, many Other things have worsened by far!

So much that we are not a progressive society anymore.

Japan, I like to think is. Norway too! but Britain! We are and are becoming a retarded Society!

They the police are Powered/licensed, by biased Laws, many rushed through under the cloak of Spin, Smoke, and mirrors! And so armed heavily with the laws of our land behind them! The police enforce them! The will, Of the few, yet who are many.


Granted, though, many OFFICERS OF THE LAW probably disagree with some laws! But then again as someone pointed out, they are just muscle for hire! The same as soldier heading off to war to take a life or a bullet, for some idea/ notion plan and more recently lie’s! #Money!!

Whilst our brave leaders, moreover, the powerhouses of modern day dynasties are sitting miles behind enjoying four Holidays a year plus a pension, that with the Money from just one year of their pensions would change my life forever! (Wisdom not included but like batteries needed)

So they, ”our leaders” are sitting in their leather Seats, at the best 5star eateries. While they eat bananas and Scratch there

Arses .. Some may be so dark! That they wish the planet Earth was less populated. So the Earth, an Eden would be there’s!


But as Jesus says; moreover states. “The Meek Shall inherit the Earth”


Let,  “The thin blue line ” sorry, I mean “The thick black and Blue line” who are out in public clothed in law and Kevlar Body armor, wielding Batons, Pepper spray, storm trooper masks and clubs with Taser and hazer, guns with fear and tear gasses, from the rear with Pistols and a snub-nosed automatic  fucking Guns.

Which in itself?  You could call most if not all “legal Deterrents?” hold on a moment,.. they do!

A“WMD” to they who are of frail health yet! Who have strength of heart so to voice their Disgust at the


Many injustices of our Home! OUR, Back garden that is the U.K “The Planet we all share some more than others our Home “Mother Earth”


Whilst the wealthy!

The lawmakers, “The club members”  the influencers, “The shakers and movers” of “our” SHORT time on Earth.

But with their money, influence and power, use their Superior education (LOL) #sarcy  and monetary EMPOWERMENT and any other favor’s that can and do, go “hand in hand”  with their fellow brethren. “Bedfellows” which is akin to a threesome!

A threesome Named; Power, ignorance And Greed”   to coin an Acronym “P.I.G”

Not unlike the Borgia’s of old Rome and of the early Catholic/Christian Church, where their power lay minus the modern weaponry but the ethos was and is the same? a threesome! And you!! The one in the middle getting fucked Sin Per miso

Lay like a coiled Snake and was then like today utilized/enforced with and by them! and by the ignorance, mentality of them sadly!

“The uneducated wealthy or call it a naivety, similar to the bums like myself “slayers of space”

Gospel of Mary”

The down,.. and outs. Or those, who have an excuse, as they know no better! But unlike the hypocrites of today whom, back in those PRE Orwellian days? Were, against all things! Things that did not conform to the norm are led out of fear or a cajoled popular opinion.

But as Jesus said ……..

………           “When blind people lead a blind person?”   Then blind, both people fall into a Pit!”



Orson Welles, it turns out, after listening to what he spoke about and what he said .

. “Love“, his one true and Faithful Love, his woman, his Gal, his Fiancé, his  betrothed?  It was as he stated was “Movie making” Writing the Story then producing it, and all the rest of the good fulfillments that went into the cathedral of His Barn, Orson the Welles’ heart!

From the Hustle and rustle of paper and pen of his mind to the Gold treasure of His Soul Divine!


“For the Pen is mightier than the Sword. And so the Sword of the Lord is the Mightiest Staff of them all”

Today 8 September 2013 16:09  I just heard of a blogger named “Moses Brown” who knows his staff .. (BAD Pun!?!”)


The hand of the Lord is Upon the Righteous of truth as there is no other Righteousness but!

“The Truth” the love of truth!. The seeking the asking the understanding!


It has been a funny week! Funny strange but at times funny great!.. But funny melancholy! I forget the law of what goes into your Mouth does not defile you! It is what comes out of your own Mouth That Defiles you! (Energy negativity) stresses of Life, unhappiness!

Aljazeera Good “sadly” news channel as is Rt Today. The Keiser report with Stacey and Sophia Show!.

As I was saying the 6tth Number was sixth

and i finish with this.

“How hard will it be for the Son of man to find Faith, in those Days!”  (NIV) 








About Unity and Equality

I have lived very Little and compared to many I have Lived Alot and It is less about me and more about our Brethren and Sisters in a nut shell Humanity. Poverty is not just about the Bank balance but the many levels of poverty that exist from a lack of education. And how to be Guilt Free, not to feel shame or embarrassment and in constant doubt learning to tear Down Walls that Separate Society. One Child Starving in The World that we call Home Is One Child to Much. Ignorance is the enemy of people as is doubt and insecurity the enemy Of Humanity. We need to break free from the shackles of ignorance and seek out The Freedom of Spirituality, The God Head that exists within us all. " The Kingdom Of Heaven is found from within" for we are both Key and Door.
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