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Heading somewhere

 

I, decided to leave the church early today that is, after a very quick, small, yet free lunch. Afterwards I was hanging about, so to see if one of the pastors would stop, and speak to myself about my up and coming and very imminent, court case, over my eviction of residence

But alas and alack. I waited, not to long but, long enough to be noticed, twice and then some, yet!         no approach nor, mention, Alas! I lack!!

 

That was this afternoon, today! 2012 ..

However last night, I spoke to a neighbor who stays but a few streets away, whom, on after knocking and with myself answering my front door, he then approached me verbally. He was asking if I was willing to” House” a Drug Dealer, “it will “only” be for a night or two.” He said. Only?, Which in drug talk, (reading between the lines)  more likely to be until,?  That is, He the “Dealer” ran out of his “wares” Le bad Mojo of illicit drugs!

Although, I would obviously be in for some cash plus le Narcotic which would be cien por cien  if I let him in… si yo mi dejas a el a entra en la casa mia! (Welcome)

Heroin and Crack A.K.A  “asssonamim” if you like it can be called Curry and Rice! Why Curry and rice? well, so some folks do say!  “Curry and rice you can’t have one without the other”

 

So for his re-load?  A.k.A  “The Drought” he would then, have to travel long distances so to replenish his stock!.

His “Stock” illegal drugs, the Medicines (Plural) “inhale with a breath or, inject buying your way to a quicker slowly death” and cures. yet a cure for one there is none! This one in particular no pill  to which can be dropped. What do Drug dealers, Stockbrokers, bankers and shop Keepers have in common with a Man or a woman? They all got to take Stock! Boom, Boom Fizzzleee!!

I think I will hang up my Boots!

Maybe   give up my night time Job as a comic  P.S I am going to be keeping my Afro wig also possibly maybe the Goldilocks one, with its long curly blond pleats.  I love playing as  ……          Helga Von Biggen Titten!!” das est ZER Gut !  she adds life to me vooondaabraa!!

But joking aside, what does not add to you but takes away, subtracts like a basic primary school arithmetic puzzle?

Abuse, in the form of in my case ” DRUGS” tempting fate, over and over again! some more than others as

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they have different tolerances  mentally, physically but yet fickle fate sometimes. once! Like THE VICE GRIP, OF Methamphetamine . Or Crocodile the foul chemicals that go  In -to that life taking, the years dropping off you like flies in an air tight bottle

 

For, it is Life taking.

if you got real friends Brothers, Sister, Family, wife heartbreaking God Given” I got- a Cure for all yo Ills!” (Doctor John) ”Cures “of a sort” cures for the ill, the enslaved, the mentally and, soulfully demoralized, victimized, a prescription of vitamins for the victims!!.

 

Personally, I know the dealer, so I know it may not have been him, himself that is! Who travels frequently up into our, “unfair” Granite City? But possibly someone else just using the name that he goes by.

I told my neighbor that I would think about it?  Also, that I had lost my Mobile phone last week.

So I wrote down his number, and I kid you not the Fifth number was a 6.

 

 

 

 

The Sixth number also was a six! …..

Wait a moment “Currently!” as I write this blog/diary …a Program named “Talking pictures“ is showing a program about, “Orson Welles” which is on  BBC2 – series number, 10 of 18.

He, Orson, just spoke about the ignorance of People, including himself

 

He Orson spoke also of his Dreams and how on waking he would write down his dreams.

He was also speaking, about Masters of print/film and also Masters of direction! (Which stands to reason as that was his Thing.)

 

David Frost was the one Interviewing Orson Welles, Sir David Frost who this week sadly passed on to the next place. David Frost that is and not Michael Sheen! Who himself is a fantastic Actor, for example, “Frost Nixon” amongst other great films.

So much so a great actor, that is! that in my book, I now see his “parts/part” (take your mind out of the Gutter)  (lol ) that Sheen’s part in the film “Underworld” where he plays one of the main Werewolves, (Lycans)   I now look upon it more favorably! That is to say, without bias our judgment! GREAT Actor!

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One of the parts I caught Sir David was interviewing Orson about His mother whom, it    transpires, was imprisoned a few times I think?   Plus much more it would seem by far!

For her, Mrs. Welles was a suffragette. She was a revolutionary of Equality.

Which to me, is the truest type of revolutionary for, it is a revolution and evolution  Which by my definition, is the Purest form of revolution. One born from within the burning heart of the oppressed sculpted by the pain of time and chained collar to ankle like the Negro slaves upon The Amistad. Or the enslaved Northern Europeans by the Roman Empire (who every now and again got a chance to fight for their freedom) as did eventually the African Americans when the American Civil War broke loose, but as with all inequalities, biases, bigoted views, the Prides and Prejudices of the wealthy Christian landowner, the ignorant views of the uneducated poor. A poor in so much ignorance if they but knew were not dissimilar to the not yet Broken, black carpetbagged and Shackled Amistad crew.

They the peasant’s heeled like a dog to its wealthy merchant owner an Evolution of the mind closer then? For they must have known! In their hearts of hearts what was just and true?.

But hate closing the gates of the Kingdom within the many and not the few. Hiding by laws of self-justifications and money and the old Serpent hissing No Education for you

But this time just like the last time an education is given The serpent that is you could say is the Sin-eater!. images

“Tame the Snake and then you can enter through the gate”.

 

Oquote everyman loves what he is good atfOR, the peaceful who fight for freedoms and Equality for all, regardless of gender.

That is Peaceful when contrasted with the tactics and forcefulness from the police of today, or law enforcement peoples/soldiers of any age! From any country or, any race, with their guns, shields and helmets and batons. with their shiny Boots and black and blue uniforms.

FROM WHENCE only the flowers of the dead BLOSSOM Remembrance days and flower! And too from those few who are awake or waking up!

From the barn of love within you!

I digress! So, Uniforms! Which if you were to sew a swastika onto their uniforms? Some? then might say “ “ Told you, I saw that one coming!” but, I thought it may have been a lightning bolt! (George Orwell)…

(1984)? Then again, as is the “Norm” sadly! Some may say nothing at all, and simply carry on with the mentality (ideology) of “it does not harm me, plus!  “I do no wrong” and so keep on keeping on, as per “Normal” going to work, like a horse or the jockey atop you but you with its blinkers on.

If you act like an Ass, expect to get Ridden” (Bruce Lee) a

As is the rider too, they, be, just educated to be a little further seeing, than you!

(Standing on the shoulders of Giants)

that my friends, the hoi polloi? is also is you!  As Napoleon said about china a sleeping Giant

(hoi pol·loi [hòy pə lóy]

n

the masses: ordinary people, as opposed to the wealthy, well-educated, and cultivated elite (disapproving)

 

Encarta ® World English Dictionary © & (P) 1998-2005 Microsoft Corporation. All rights reserved.

 

(Again I digress) a little God Giving Editing.

2012 still is it 2016?

So, as no doubt did many a Jew think at the time of the third Reich along with Africans, European, human all of a Hue but the Israelites some did see it (Big Cities) prior to WW2 ? ww1 example.

 

Possibly, and no doubt, In, the blind Hope that the madness (if they recognized it) would pass and go away!

Like a child retreating to their gang hut, or a tree house, a special place to go in times of trouble and distress! Get Home and lock the door!

Today its’ Watch the ex-factor also if there was a 24-hours rolling news channel

Maybe! They, the Corporations etc politics? also are this colour, the uniforms that are the black and blue.

So, as to aid them into camouflaging with the bruised bodies of the walking Dead of the well-meaning and, politically motivated activists of our time! Who are willing to get into a fight or all who dream and sit tight!

 

Waiting for GOD Deliverance to come.

 

As like in the times of, Mrs. Welles, That is Orson’s Welles, mother, and a day in the life of her Peers. When the Police “the peelers” “the Bobbies” their uniforms were more Black than Blue As were the justices of that time that were meted out! Black and white and that was that!

“Black the colour of death”

 

“As Jesus said as did Peter “let the dead bury the dead”

 

So with the power there invested in them, by the authority of theirs and also of our time, the “your” Governmental Bodies, whether it be Left or right?

Things have remained the same. And where some things have improved, slightly!. Many, many Other things have worsened by far!

So much that we are not a progressive society anymore.

Japan, I like to think is. Norway too! but Britain! We are and are becoming a retarded Society!

They the police are Powered/licensed, by biased Laws, many rushed through under the cloak of Spin, Smoke, and mirrors! And so armed heavily with the laws of our land behind them! The police enforce them! The will, Of the few, yet who are many.

 

Granted, though, many OFFICERS OF THE LAW probably disagree with some laws! But then again as someone pointed out, they are just muscle for hire! The same as soldier heading off to war to take a life or a bullet, for some idea/ notion plan and more recently lie’s! #Money!!

Whilst our brave leaders, moreover, the powerhouses of modern day dynasties are sitting miles behind enjoying four Holidays a year plus a pension, that with the Money from just one year of their pensions would change my life forever! (Wisdom not included but like batteries needed)

So they, ”our leaders” are sitting in their leather Seats, at the best 5star eateries. While they eat bananas and Scratch there

Arses .. Some may be so dark! That they wish the planet Earth was less populated. So the Earth, an Eden would be there’s!

 

But as Jesus says; moreover states. “The Meek Shall inherit the Earth”

 

Let,  “The thin blue line ” sorry, I mean “The thick black and Blue line” who are out in public clothed in law and Kevlar Body armor, wielding Batons, Pepper spray, storm trooper masks and clubs with Taser and hazer, guns with fear and tear gasses, from the rear with Pistols and a snub-nosed automatic  fucking Guns.

Which in itself?  You could call most if not all “legal Deterrents?” hold on a moment,.. they do!

A“WMD” to they who are of frail health yet! Who have strength of heart so to voice their Disgust at the

 

Many injustices of our Home! OUR, Back garden that is the U.K “The Planet we all share some more than others our Home “Mother Earth”

 

Whilst the wealthy!

The lawmakers, “The club members”  the influencers, “The shakers and movers” of “our” SHORT time on Earth.

But with their money, influence and power, use their Superior education (LOL) #sarcy  and monetary EMPOWERMENT and any other favor’s that can and do, go “hand in hand”  with their fellow brethren. “Bedfellows” which is akin to a threesome!

A threesome Named; Power, ignorance And Greed”   to coin an Acronym “P.I.G”

Not unlike the Borgia’s of old Rome and of the early Catholic/Christian Church, where their power lay minus the modern weaponry but the ethos was and is the same? a threesome! And you!! The one in the middle getting fucked Sin Per miso

Lay like a coiled Snake and was then like today utilized/enforced with and by them! and by the ignorance, mentality of them sadly!

“The uneducated wealthy or call it a naivety, similar to the bums like myself “slayers of space”

Gospel of Mary”

The down,.. and outs. Or those, who have an excuse, as they know no better! But unlike the hypocrites of today whom, back in those PRE Orwellian days? Were, against all things! Things that did not conform to the norm are led out of fear or a cajoled popular opinion.

But as Jesus said ……..

………           “When blind people lead a blind person?”   Then blind, both people fall into a Pit!”

 

 

Orson Welles, it turns out, after listening to what he spoke about and what he said .

. “Love“, his one true and Faithful Love, his woman, his Gal, his Fiancé, his  betrothed?  It was as he stated was “Movie making” Writing the Story then producing it, and all the rest of the good fulfillments that went into the cathedral of His Barn, Orson the Welles’ heart!

From the Hustle and rustle of paper and pen of his mind to the Gold treasure of His Soul Divine!

 

“For the Pen is mightier than the Sword. And so the Sword of the Lord is the Mightiest Staff of them all”

Today 8 September 2013 16:09  I just heard of a blogger named “Moses Brown” who knows his staff .. (BAD Pun!?!”)

 

The hand of the Lord is Upon the Righteous of truth as there is no other Righteousness but!

“The Truth” the love of truth!. The seeking the asking the understanding!

 

It has been a funny week! Funny strange but at times funny great!.. But funny melancholy! I forget the law of what goes into your Mouth does not defile you! It is what comes out of your own Mouth That Defiles you! (Energy negativity) stresses of Life, unhappiness!

Aljazeera Good “sadly” news channel as is Rt Today. The Keiser report with Stacey and Sophia Show!.

As I was saying the 6tth Number was sixth

and i finish with this.

“How hard will it be for the Son of man to find Faith, in those Days!”  (NIV) 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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One powerful Word


3 hourglass cycles ago · The power in The Word ” Referendum” is massive, so massive its Huge that I think that many folks do not understand the magnitude of this word. Massive because w…

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One powerful Word


3 hourglass cycles ago
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The power in The Word ” Referendum” is massive, so massive its Huge that I think that many folks do not understand the magnitude of this word. Massive because we live in a democracy albeit a fading Democracy.
Fading because it no longer “safely serves” the wealthy, the powerful politicians, the top 3% as it once did. This a broken Machine, the Killing floor where The cows and calfs alike get a bolt to the head and the Bull is put out to stud. terrorising all who come near.
Greed rules, Ignorance has a foothold in every street all under the guise of a “Democratic society”.
Yet still hanging on to life even though democracy seems to be in its death throws. we are not many Countries, we are not ISIS, We are not Torquemada, we have freedoms and with freedoms, you are allowed to gain Knowledge, to self-improve! But we are breaking.

But with an understanding of the meaning of this one word (to it’s fullest capacity) You could change the way in which we are Governed or, in which laws are passed. Instead of leaving it to a house full of self-serving, self-interested parties. (for the most part)

People are becoming smarter, more intelligent. more aware. Educated people, They scare the establishment, the established order of things. Historical Fact; The dictator Pol Pot he executed people with glasses. why? Becuase in his eyes they looked intelligent and in his crazy thinking one day may have challenged him;
“knuckle draggers welcome”
Using fear and violence he could control the rest, the weak, the vulnerable. No need for Propaganda when your subjects are poor and violence is your measuring stick. “Hello U.S.A”
Okay that slur was below the Belt ” hello Poor ( usually black African American)  LOL It is all of us, not just them U.S.A People”
With Pol Pot, I think it’s safe to assume, that the Word Referendum was 100% not in his Vocabulary, like many Dictators, but the great flipside with us, the hoi polloi, people of today is Referendum, a word that is now firmly established in our vocab. And no doubt like myself and many other folks, up until a few years ago (2014. Scotland.) #sadday # bollocks did not know about this word. It’s like a mythical word, lost for thousands of years! until a decade or two ago, and still not known truly be many today, right now!.

Imagine a company, like Google, and it was not paying it’s taxes or it was found to be playing legal loopholes (Tax Havens) (“oops” “shhh” “quiet” “Shhhit it’s out in open now!”)( my litteral Sarcasm) so as to pay less, too profit more just like the Coffee houses we enjoy today,(Minimum wage Slavery) and this came to light.
( hello anybody reading this)
Then you/us the People we could have a referendum ( if we were allowed) and not one of the Imaginarium. “If we were allowed” Aye by our Overlords, Bad Robots do as you are Programmed, do not deviate. We all know we are the Sheep and sheep get Sheared once a year. And don’t forget the Farmer with his one welly trick and The farmers Son who’s hormones are off the chart, losing his hormonal overload on his Pig, Goat and like his dad finally sticking and with Dolly ) and the college kids Daring each other ” Go On Dave!” ” Let that pig Suck you off!! Becuase sheep or no sheep we are just live stock to the system
Referendums is the power in our hands “on whether or not to break the company up or Nationalize it. The politicians can collect the facts but we should decide.
Whatever the scenario may be, it doesn’t matter, as the point is, that the people could decide via a “Referendum” on what is to be done or what is not to be done in a country’s interest especially on big decisions, if as I said, we were allowed.
Or maybe! We could just start it at a local council level, having referendums on what is good and beneficial for the MANY and not the FEW.
But then again are most of us Educated enough to go vote?

Whatever your political views You can not deny that the more referendums on for example Trident? the Louder your voice would be heard ( for that is your voice)and your political voice right now (and I hate to be the bearer of bad news) is like a silent FART in a hurricane .

yours Truly
Baaahhhh Baaahh

‪#‎referendums‬ (plural) (more than one)
TEMPTED TO MAKE THIS 666 WORDS Damn just over. oink! oink!

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OPPS…. What An IDIOT


                               OPPS…. What An IDIOT

 

What an Idiot. Three times you drop something or kick your cup of tea over because it was on the floor rather than on the table or, maybe a stressful day at work as you reach for a folder. Maybe someone bumps into you or vice versa as you leave your local (C.A.S) “caffeine addiction station.” “Idiot, idiot, and idiot” you mumble to yourself or say in your head.

Of late, I have been saying idiot a lot of myself, and in the last few months, this has progressed to using the word “Asshole” which inwardly I mentally mutter.  Ultimately there is no reason for mentally berating myself with something as trivial as kicking a cup of tea over. But like many, I crucify myself mentally.

If perhaps, It had been a glass of red wine you knocked over on a nice expensive cream carpet that had just been purchased and, it was getting sucked into like an alcoholic, on their third day of withdrawal. Then fair enough, I could understand you saying, whispering idiot, asshole etc. under your breath.  But in reality, there is no point, no endearing purpose in these negative mutterings by mentally reprimanding yourself.  It has happened and by calling yourself an idiot or asshole, is not going to clean it up or, get the stain out.

Only the action of cleaning the spill will clean it up, and to be calling yourself, an idiot and in some cases a fucking idiot, this actually starts to reinforce, project a negative value from within.

We may even blame the glass or the wonky table or the partner who has not yet got around to fixing the wonky table leg.

The cup or glass is not an idiot nor is it an asshole it cannot be. You may brush this off as a figure of speech, an expressing of emotion and, in the latter, you would be correct! As really, this is a stress in your life, a manifestation of emotional stress that this indicates in the calling yourself an asshole or idiot, just from something as simple as spilling a cup of tea or glass of wine and, in doing so you are actually and very subtly over time reinforcing a lack of worth. This will have an impact on your life and in the lives of those around you.

(There are powers in words; there is power in the way we say words; many of us do not realize the extent of the power that resides within us, from the way we dish out words or the way in which words are received. In some cases, you may leave some famished, starving, destitute or, you may leave a person full up as though they have just tasted the sweetest of puddings or, left them knowing that they have true and faithful  friends.  Or even though a person of whom you have just met and spoken to lives in a poor part of town you, have left them feeling as though they live in a Palace.

You drop your keys “Fuck sake” you say as you bend down to pick them up.  It is only a set of keys no drama but, a “fuck sakes “comes out of your mouth.  Now dropping a set of keys down a drain? Now that might warrant “for fuck sake” But it does not warrant “what an idiot” after the fuck sake. Personally, I would use a less forceful word like “Drat” or “Jingobadingo” the latter I just made up. Why? Well to keep it light and add a bit of humour, a little bit of sunshine through the grey clouds so to speak.  As it’s not the end of the world and you never know losing your keys for a wee while could have some benefits. It may give you time to clear your mind from whatever situation, the dilemma you may have been rushing home to confront.  It may also make you call a friend as you need a place to crash for the night and that friend may just need a friend at that time or, you may just need to see a friendly face.  Or maybe you may just need to make a silly word up to put a smile on your face and a giggle in your belly.

If you keep repeating something negative every time something trivial happens then this will have an impact on you and that in turn has an impact on the people you surround yourself with.  Especially children, who pick up on these things and will start to use them throughout their life, Negative words will and do have a negative impact.(Fact) I am not saying jump for joy, all I am saying is to try and say nothing;  for it is trivial thing especially when you turn on the news and see the state of the World, so why to berate, mentally chastise  yourself as that is what you are doing.

You are calling yourself an idiot for the smallest of things and with this over time build’s low esteem.

Just like Schrodinger’s Dog. It hears the bell ring and starts salivating thinking it’s about to get fed and, you/we are feeding our self-esteem.   So feed yourself good words or even better feed others with good heartfelt words. Don’t just ring the bell and point and laugh at the silly dog.

If you are stressed by the small things in life, how are you going to deal with the big things that at times come out of the blue?  Sometimes berating ourselves for the small accidents that happen in our life is an outlet usually for bigger problems in your life that you may have to look at.

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For me personally, it is my current relapse. Yet If I keep calling myself an idiot for small things likes spilling something, dropping my keys or, bumping my wheel on the kerb as I park the car, a bag of shopping bursting. Whatever it is, I am not an idiot. But yet in that moment, as I pick up my shopping or mop the milk up from the kitchen floor this gives me a moment to reflect  on possible bigger problems/solutions and there is nothing idiotic about taking a moment to reflect. And mopping is like hovering, there is something therapeutic in it. (Unless it is your full-time job and has been for 30 years! but then again? it is a means to an end, and some people may just like the simplicity of it)

In fact to reflect on your life as it is, with no shine or sheen, just the Nitti gritty that is you actually in repentance, a looking inward in and at your life. To repent is to look within at what has occurred. Not on how you would like it to be but, how it actually was without the twist and turns of your imagination filtering through. But simply on how your day was in reality. Seeing with your mind’s eye as it was but, the mind is so powerful that it drifts off into “oh I wish I had said that or done this instead” but if you relax and play out the day’s events and see yourself as you truly were and as others were then, That is to repent, to rewind the mind, to clear it out, clear out all the cookies and cached data. It is also a discipline and a way of freeing yourself up from the strains and stresses we accumulate daily, weekly, yearly etc.

At first, it may just be for a minute or two that you see the day’s events as they truly happened but if you do it more, it becomes a meditation or I should say the pre-cursor to meditation.  As the Chinese proverb goes “how can you fill your cup if your cup is already full?”

So a clearing of your mind, in other words, repent  looking back on what you have done with throughout the day. Rewind your mind and then a truer and longer lasting meditation can begin and begin to fill up your cup with good words and good actions ultimately can and will fulfil you in your/our days’ weeks, years and lives to come.

“Live long and prosper”    (Spock)

 

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The Transatlantic Trade of Thievery


Recently, I have Just discovered this here “#Tag” #NuitDebout ” is not just a well worth while #tag!

One hopes! That this, like all altruistic #tags, are used more and more frequently. In as such, that, every time the #NuitDebout #tag is used.

Regardless whether  it is via twitter/facebook Or, any other social media platforms. That, when IT IS used by us, and when on hitting the send button Your device would then let out a little Grrrowl.

A Kingly growl of approval from the King of the Savanah..

Politicians are here and are employed to serve us, and to install trust and virtues  not to just speak about “Ideals”  but to make sure that all Schools are equal, whether you hail from the East End. or from a more affluent area of a City. This is as much to do with the parents as it is the kids. Yet sometimes “THE NUCLEAR FAMILY”  On both sides. has problems .

The minimum wage is a problem for all those who are on it. it has been a problem since? well since well before the #tollPuddleMartyrs

I do not know how long that the ( #NuitDebout ) has been going/trending,.that is  within the cities of France? (you got to love the French!) They know how to strike,? “More importantly how to come together!”
#NuitDebout (a collective consciousness)

Wikipedia

Nuit debout is a French social movement that began on 31 March 2016, arising out of protests against proposed labor reforms known as the El Khomri law or Loi travail.[1] The movement was organized around a broad aim of “overthrowing the El Khomri bill and the world it represents”.[2] It has been compared to the Occupy movement in the United States and to Spain’s anti-austerity 15-M or Indignadosmovement.[3]

The movement is centered at Paris’s Place de la République, where protestors have held nightly assemblies following the 31 March protest.[4] The movement has spread to dozens of other cities and towns in France as well as to neighbouring countries in Europe and to countries further afield.]

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No Title just a story of truth and insecurity


Did not John The Baptist Say ” I Baptize you with Water, but one is Coming, who’s shoes i am not fit to Tie, And He will Baptize you with the Holy Spirit”  He was Speaking of Jesus.
I myself was Baptized within the 1st year of my life as are many Children.  And over the years more recently to be exact, i have seen many Adults being Baptized for the first time or, for the second.
For adults to be Baptized it seems to me, That this is a signaling of a new start in there life’s en-devours, the turning of a new page, a fresh start perhaps?  For others, it is a re-conformation of there Beliefs/ faith . The latter there is more of a Traditional Tradition. and a family Day out. Yet, they all can serve as a Psychological Boost? for the person starting afresh, turning a new page, it is like a Signature affirming there new/better way of life and done in the presence of others this re-enforces, or should do there intent, to remain steadfast, to not slip!
Wow!!.. if it was really that easy!… The world would be in Bliss, a little bit of tap water and a prayer a quick Blow dry… and Hallelujah!  My life is Fixed.
But if they did slip, would there Guilt be ten fold?
Do not get me wrong. i like to see People Come together and eat and lend a helping hand to the needy. But i know a beggar who has been baptized (The Full Body Immersion) in fact, i know many beggars who have been! Yet? they are still begging or drug dependent, still homeless!
The People however who helped Baptize them, and welcomed them in to there church? They are not homeless or Begging!….. But wait! strangely Enough!? they are begging?
They are begging people to come into there Church, so they Can Baptize them, begging for validation perhaps?  to hear them speak, and to hear them read from the Holly Book with The words of Jesus That they think they Understand! Okay.. They Understand Feed the Poor. but i question if the many, even understand this? as are we not all spiritual poor ?       And this i do not Belittle at all.
In this Day & Age there should be no Poverty or starvation, and those who help others are Doing good things!  but, if you are doing good things, to satisfy your own Needs? Then you are Part of the Problem and you yourself are in need of SALVATION!  at least a homeless person is honest in there predicament … no pretenses!!
 A Friend of mine who is an avid Christian, (he also wants me to be Baptized he has a good heart).                                     He, my freind, had to give a speech to The congregation about him becoming a christian, and how it had changed his life etc etc! And at the “Specially” Named Speech That he gave that night, which was very good & very funny he had everybody laughing on several occasions, throughout his speech.
IN  a Nutshell he, became a christian, so he could Get together with his now Girlfriend, That got a big Laugh, when he said That Line, as her Father is in the congregation.
Anyway, Later That evening at a Inter- church Football Game. of which the Home team Won easily i am Happy to say! [they have a good team.]
The Pastor of Said church appeared, of which was unusually, not Unheard of But!!?  he had disappeared before My friends Speech, But Had no Doubt heard that it had been Very very, well received, with Laughter & all the trade marks of Good speech!. (or had he?)
The Pastor as soon as he arrived, more or less Greeted My pal, who at that time was playing in a game of 8 a side.The Pastor, shouted in Greeting “Hey Daniel Mr Preacher Man” When he said that you could see the fleeting Confusing Looks upon most peoples Faces. & My Friend actually thought he might Be In Trouble He said albeit Jokingly!.  as we made our way to the Football Match.Earlier on And after the Game he did Comment on the Pastors unusually greeting.. not talking it as a complement! but more questioning it! …Strange you would think.. i said nothing.
I had watched all this, and what  i saw, was the Alpha male Pastor’s little whip as a Dominating comment! he said it Jokingly but behind a mask of his insecurities.The fleeting confused looks of his flock Passed, no doubt to be commented on Behind there closed doors, and no doubt, no True understanding will be  Made from that little jibe.
I have no doubt that the Pastor is a Decent person but still why should a person, who himself is insecure, Baptize a person who is insecure and in need of help in changing there life? It is very easy to re-confirm your Faith when life is good and your Family is all around you? ( IF you get my meaning?)
For a man who uses the gutter as his bed, you alleged free Churches are giving him false Baptism, to feed your own Ego’s.. and sadly you do not know it.. this is a general statement!
We as people Band together, why? as it makes us feel wanted, and secure, it is good to eat together, also a need is filled for a time.The need of Human Contact.
A Modern baptism for the most part, is just like Joining a club? and the water is the Signature! And just like the Tap water that is used upon the Homeless Junkie, it will eventually  Drain Away! i hope it does not & The mental boost it gives to others, also helps them remain Steadfast.
But what i think, is that a true Hand of friendship is worth more than a 1000 Churches & There Baptisms of what they deem to be Holy Water!
For a house built on Loose Foundations will crumble when the strong winds come!
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My Modern take on Genesis chapter 1-27


Genesis 1- 27

So God created man in his own image, in the image of God he created him male and female he created them.

It is well known that to change the structure of a sentence all you need do is add a coma!                       So if you read the above passage without any punctuation, you will see that you get quite a radical almost dualistic view of the creation of man parable.

It would imply, that humanity was born into the recognizing the Masculine and feminine aspects of His Nature?

You could even push the envelope further by saying that humanity is in Essence Bi-sexual but given over to Preference, choice. Attraction, soul mates, etc!

I have a few freinds in Jail who would class themselves Hetrosexual on the Outside and when doing time They become Jail Gay

Or the old chestnut screamed out by the Anti Gay Community.

”The Bible!!! …” it says Go forth and multiply” you faggot you will Buuuurn in the pits of HHHHELLL!!

Personaly i would say ” Chase me!!!”Kiss me, Hooolld me!!

but on a more philosophical level i would say;

It also says to be fruit full…  And I like to think, that God is the one who Created Humour. So in a modern context, which is the way we have to take it, why? Well it is Written Gods word endures forever!

Can we not multiply with Kindness?

Multiply with Love, multiply with understanding! Multiply with compasion!

So what Fruitful might mean? In the modern context would too be fruitful in all your endeavours, and not to be Destructive, with all the negative connotations that Destructions can carry!

Greed, jealousy, and back biting which seems to be a favourite with a footballer or so

And more importantly in this day and age if it was not For Gay couples adopting then Many Children would be dead, or in abject poverty! Why? Because of the alleged Superior Morality of Those who thinks they have the final say on the word of God!

The same people today, who cite Religious intolerance, with their Superiority complexes, and are all, so wise in their own opinions,. Would be standing side by side and colluding with Torquemada and the Inquisition, a Fact with factotum

And I, like many others, see Gay Adoption as being Highly Fruitful, as is any Adoption of a child who has no Parents, no person to love or to show them love..

So, if you are a servant of Love? Then you are a Child of God… and if you are servant of Hatred and intolerance, then ask yourself? who do you truly serve?

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Ninety two families on New Era Estate face eviction


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We are all in it together, we are told.

Today, party leaders were kowtowing to their paymasters at CBI.

Austerity is not working. David Cameron promised more austerity. In a race to the bottom, and not only in poll ratings, Nick Clegg and Ed Miliband promised anything you can cut, we can cut even further.

Not all in it together if you live on the New Era Estate in Hoxton.

The New Era Estate in Hoxton has a long history of providing affordable housing and has been home to some people for 70 years.

Not for much longer.

Devastated families are facing being evicted after the inherited estate of Britain’s richest Memeber of Parlieament bought a stake in their homes.

Tory Richard Benyon’s £110 million family firm is part of a consortium that recently bought the housing estate and announced plans for a massive rent hike.

Berkshire Member of Parliament

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Excerpt from Thomas… twin of Jesus


Master! “Tell us what the Sin of the World is?”

Jesus replied ” i tell you the truth there is no Sin of the world” ” Sin only exists when You act in accordance with your corrupted nature!” jealousy, greed, hate,doubt. beguiling wisdom, low self worth!
So, when you find yourself out of balance ( a definition of sin) then take inspiration from nature!”..

For when you make the Negative and positive balanced, when you join the female and male that exists in you! so when you Make the Two into one. so your mind is not divided and your are one ..then as you live and breathe today, you will Enter the Kingdom of Heaven!
And not after your body is in the ground rotting as the hypocrites declare!
for this is the doctrine of the false churches that have Mislead Mankind for an age!

Do not pray to Buddha … be a Buddha.. do not pray to Christ become a Christ!
The once secret knowledge is out there..
Remember, we are kings and queens of this world .. it was written long ago that “we are Gods upon the Earth!”
Not slaves to false Kings and skewed religions.. and money lenders! and enslaved to petty differences…
this is why it is written in “Genesis” that we are created in the image of God..

The kingdom dwells within all peoples and tongues… have faith, patience and endurance, and you will find your inner treasure.. your inner bliss..

As it is written “let them who seek the kingdom of heaven!, keep on seeking, till they have found!”

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